Weird.

I wasn’t sure whether I could write a post about this but I guess there’s no point in having a blog if you don’t talk about things.
I always say that problems aren’t relative. And if it affects you then it’s a problem no matter how small.
But then I always like to ignore problems.

I’ve been letting things get on top of me a bit too much recently. I won’t go in to detail but…
Home has ย been extremely rough recently.
I lost some friends last year. and that’s been getting me down even more than usual.
Work is getting tough. Money low. Spare time scarce and Friends stressed.
I’ve had a lot of pressure on the way I look recently. which does not make you feel better when you’re already low.
The boyfriend is not being very boyfriend like at all.
Stuff from the past is playing on my mind.
And to be honest, if I’m on my todd i feel quite down.
All very vague I know, and sounds stupid. but I’m new to this.
So basically sleep isn’t something that’s happening a lot recently.

I’ve been trying to be positive.
I’m out of the house enough as it is which helps. and when I can’t sleep I’m writing song. and when I’m not doing that I volunteer, or have a rehearsal, or go see people.
I work with school kids and autistic kids, and I just signed up to volunteer with a homelessness society.
I know a lot worse things happen than what I have been through / I am going through. So it seems silly really.

Just sometimes you need something to come along and make you smile.
So I’d like that soon please.

While i’m here…might as well go off topic..got an around the world fancy dress theme party coming up…cheap ideas?

Keep smiling….it’ll give you less wrinkles than frowning ๐Ÿ™‚

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6 thoughts on “Weird.

  1. You’re right, keep on smiling! Saves money on Botox ๐Ÿ˜‰

    Sounds like you’re a very busy woman. All that helping others is sure to bring some good karma your way (if you believe in that sorta thing..)

    I’m sure you are as beautiful on the outside as you are the inside. Join in my ‘sexy saturday’, great for confidence building ๐Ÿ™‚

    Sending hugs xx

    • had a big argument with the fella. which wasn’t good. but i feel a lot better today ๐Ÿ™‚

      haha i’m not confident/pretty enough to join in sexy saturday unfortunately :’) just getting started with blogging!

      Thank you ๐Ÿ™‚ xxxx

  2. I hear ya. things getting on top of you…totally know what that feels like. sometimes it seems like i’m in this ever flowing wave of dissapointment/sighing after dissapointment/sighing.
    but smiling does help, as does doing something for others…part of the whole “get your eyes of yourself” thing. well, i find it helps. ๐Ÿ™‚

    thanks for sharing.

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